Today's Outfit

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I should have posted this entry earlier before actually. I just realized that this was still in my draft box. So the story become quite outdated. Tapi.. utk tidak mensia-siakan tulisanku, harus ku postkan juga. Hehe..

My parents have arrived safely from Makkah. I managed to snap their face right at the Arrival gate of KLIA. Sacred. White. Pristine. Immaculate. Dunno how to describe. They just pure. Most importantly, they were happy, healthy.


That red/black stripey shirt was my nephew who cried so badly together2 with me when we waved good bye to my parents previously. See his cheek now, so happy. He is like my mom's youngest son. So close to each other.

My father did survived there as cancer survivor. He got minor flu but mom was quarantined in Makkah. Maybe my father survived because he got his cancer meds to kill other sick simptom. They said it was hot that drinking cold water or ice could cut your throat. Although my father survived, he got something else on his feet.



Dear readers,
Please pray for my father. He got cataract resulting from taking cancer meds, and he cant see clearly now. I have to send/fetch him everywhere now as mom cannot drive. He suppose to go for operation tomorrow but it has been postponed to new date since the cancer meds regime has not finished yet. Please let my father survive for operation and long live with good health, for ibadah, for my mom, for me, for family. Thanks.

Curvy or long lashes? How about both?

I was browsing thru my pictures in my camera and remembered that I went to Isetan KLCC to meet my friend last December. We were approached by few promoter. They promote the product named TSUYA TSUYA. I didnt know they have make up. All this while I thot they only have nail buffer. Hahhaha.. Because my friend was so afraid to allow other person but herself to touch her eyes, so I agreed to give a try. The whole night, i felt like a camel...! It was like wearing fake eyelashes.

Letting somebody to put on the mascara for you was sooooo syiok. The result was so good. It doesn't stick together. No smudge, no crumple. Thick and long. But because they have like 3 bottles altogether for 1 set of mascara (fibre-as thickener, black mascara and white thingy as strengthener) I think it is not time-frienly. So product rating: 8/10.

New Year New Goal

I told my friend. This year, I want to have balanced life. Out of 5 working day, 1 day I must exercise after work, 1 day I must go home early, 1 day I must work till late, 1 day I must go spend time with friends and 1 day I must go to any shopping mall for shopping or movie or just plain window shopping. Up to yesterday, I managed to comply with 4. Im left with my shopping mall treat for today. Do these sounds balanced? Or too much of relax n cozy?

If life give u lemon, throw it away. Lemonade is overrated..!

It is almost new year now. I seldom write anything for new year resolution, wishes, target or any variation of that. But this time around, I want to.

Break up has been the hardest thing that happened to me early this year. I cried whenever I was alone. Then things that reminded me of him started to break/lose one by one. It’s a sign that I should pick up and move on.

Recently, few things happen that ticked me, pestering me to do something. I've listen to Paramore - Brick by Boring Brick and started to realized, I was dreaming all this while.

Last three weeks, I accompanied my friend for her blind date with a guy of 3 years younger than her whom we thought was a boring guy but he turned out to be a very good companion. All this while, I thought age does matter when it comes to relationship. Knowing this guy and my ex whom older than me, I know I was totally wrong. Age is just a number. Older guy can also act stupidly when they can’t accept your past mistakes, but instead keep on reminding you about mistakes that you have done.

Third situation was the book. A good friend of mine keeps on asking me to read He's Just Not That Into You and knows once I almost finished with the book, she lent me It’s Called A Breakup Because Its Broken. Those made me stronger and believe, being single is better than to live with a guy that not really into you.

I’m happy now that I found a good bunch of friends whom always on on everything. Whenever I ask them for a lunch in KLCC although that would gonna take us minimum of 2 hours during lunch time, they never turn me down. At least one of them. Answering our boss is different story. Not only that, a movie after work, or a drink over the nearby mamak or shopping after 20th of every month. So slowly I started to learn that I can’t lose any one of them. Despite whatever people said about them, I don’t really care. I am not befriend with their behavior but their companionship. Whatever they do wrong behind me, that’s not the issue as long as they are good to me.

But things are not always nice, and toast will always fall on buttered side. One of my new found bunch of friend is leaving to a new place to pursue her career and that really affect me a lot since we started to become so close with each other.

I hope that I can follow her step. Ever since I met that 2-year-younger-than-my-friend guy, I've started to think that this is the time to pursue my dream that I had since I was still in school. Being an expat and half Malay but non Malaysian and travel around the world, whatever he said does make sense. Pharmaceutical is not my passion but oil and gas is. That’s the reason I took Chemical Engineering. I know its the hardest and yet you get highest pay in oil and gas if you graduated with Chemical Engineering degree. There must be a reason for something right?

I am seeing 2010 as a year full of hopes and I shall waste no time. Wish me luck. Happy new year people...!